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 There was a time when I believed social media was simply a window into people's lives. The longer I spent on Instagram, the more I realized it is often a stage instead. The algorithm rewards attention, and attention is frequently captured through glamour, carefully crafted poses, polished lifestyles, and sometimes intentionally seductive expressions. After a while, the feed begins to feel less like a reflection of society and more like a reflection of what keeps people watching. My own experience has been more nuanced than that. Along the way, I met a few people through other platforms who eventually connected with me on Instagram. Some became thoughtful friends, proving that meaningful conversations can still emerge from digital spaces. At the same time, I noticed that many accounts with massive followings seemed to rely heavily on visual appeal, suggestive aesthetics, and engagement-driven content. That does not define the people behind those accounts, but it does reveal how tod...

 This august 15th will be a true independence celebration as we restore the democracy through the youths. Actually, the irony is that were kids when the hatred ideology took over the power and governance of India, and changed names of roads, removed chapters from text books, demolished madjids and temples, attacked minorities, freedom or garlanded the raoe culprits, jailed or killed the innocents, divided the nation with religions, produced 30+ propaganda movies, even pm abuses minorities, no fare elections as pm himself misconduct multiple times, not allowed to dissent, not allowed opposition to talk, bought all media and names godi media, every where saffronisations, no arrests of those swamis who threatened the minorities, caa-ncr, farmers protest, wrestlers issue, and many more. So this time, it would be a different version of independence that we all are powerful but government or cabinet are our servants.

  When students and young people stand together with purpose, even the most powerful institutions are forced to listen. Every corporation, every private organisation and every government body must remember why they exist. They are not above the people. They exist to serve the people. Public office is a responsibility, not a privilege. Corporate power is a trust, not a licence to ignore citizens. The strength of a democracy is not measured by the power of its rulers. It is measured by the courage of its people to speak, question and demand accountability. History has always shown that when the youth rise with conviction, change follows. A government that serves its people has nothing to fear. A government or institution that ignores its people has every reason to listen.

 When government not listens to the youths and students, actually whom we are enabling the nation for? Government must answer many questions. It must take the accountability of the paper leak, education issues, unemployment etc.

When Human Emotions Become a Marketplace Hari was forty two. He had a stable career, a family that depended on him, financial commitments, deadlines that never ended, and responsibilities that left little room for himself. Every morning he solved problems at work. Every evening he returned to silence. The people around him believed he had a successful life, yet inside he carried something that modern society rarely acknowledges. Loneliness. One evening he downloaded a friendship application. Someone greeted him warmly. Another listened with patience. A voice on the other end laughed at his jokes. For the first time in months, someone seemed interested in hearing him. Days passed and trust slowly grew. Then came a request for a small payment. It sounded reasonable. Later came another request, then another. A QR code arrived. A UPI payment followed. Promises of companionship slowly transformed into demands, excuses and disappearing conversations. Hari did not lose lakhs. He lost hundreds...

The same story all men have! There was a time when he believed technology had made the world kinder. Every face was only a swipe away. Every conversation began with hope. Every notification carried the possibility of friendship, love, or simply someone who would ask, "How was your day?" But he entered that world not when he was strong. He entered when life had already broken him. ... He wasn't looking for perfection. He wasn't searching for beauty. He wasn't even chasing romance. He was searching for a human voice. Someone to talk to after job. Someone who would understand silence without asking questions. Instead, he found algorithms. Every swipe rewarded hope. Every message triggered anticipation. Every delayed reply created anxiety. Every notification became a tiny dose of dopamine. The platforms called it engagement. He slowly realized it was addiction. ... The women he met often had heartbreaking stories. A sick mother. An unpaid rent. A lost job. A stranded ...

 In today’s world, visual culture has become one of the most powerful forces shaping human thought and behavior. From beauty pageants and advertising to cinema and digital platforms, society is constantly exposed to curated images of attractiveness, confidence, and desirability. While these are often presented as forms of art, empowerment, or self-expression, it is important to critically examine their deeper social implications. Beauty contests, in particular, have long been positioned as platforms for confidence, talent, and global representation. However, their structural foundation remains closely tied to the visual evaluation of women. Even when rebranded with themes like “purpose” and “empowerment,” the central focus often continues to prioritize appearance. This creates a subtle but persistent message: that value, recognition, and success are closely linked to physical presentation. At the same time, modern media ecosystems have amplified visual exposure far beyond tradition...

India stands at a crossroads awash in crises too critical to ignore: the politics of hatred and polarization tear communities apart; caste-based discrimination continues to suppress millions; unemployment remains rampant with no sufficient new job creation; vote theft and electoral manipulation undermine democracy; and glaring inequalities persist that stall progress on poverty eradication and social justice.Globally, dark questions remain unasked or silenced—like those surrounding the true origins and consequences of events such as 9/11. International human rights concerns abound while wars, economic slowdowns, and ecological collapses deepen. Yet amidst these unresolved wounds—the very fabric of society frays and crucial conversations remain taboo or ignored. With no collective reckoning, divisions widen and trust erodes.The Ripple Effects on Society and Morality In this tumultuous backdrop, education and healthcare falter, infrastructure crumbles, and pollution chokes cities. The lo...

Mamdani, is now a case study. when all the powers try to delete, but he survived. In many parts of the world today, politics is built on fear, hate, and division . Those in power often use religion, caste, or race to turn people against each other. This is not new , it’s the old “divide and rule” game. But once in a while, we see a different story , leaders who win not by hate, but by honesty, social vision, and humanity . The recent victory of a progressive leader in New York shows that compassion and truth can still survive, even in a world filled with false propaganda. It’s a sign of hope — that people still care about justice and equality when given the chance. The problem is not just politics , it’s the lack of awareness and education . When people don’t have access to good education or truthful information, they become easy targets for lies. Many are made to believe that their problems come from another religion, community, or group , when in reality, the real causes are unempl...

 One day, the truth will stand taller than propaganda. Those who manipulated society—journalists, politicians, and power brokers who traded humanity for influence—will face the weight of their deceit. In India, Islamophobia has been nurtured by certain media voices, turning communities against one another while real issues—poverty, corruption, and injustice—are buried. Yet, when the illusion fades, the world will awaken to the reality of one Creator and the true worth of every human life. So these people who spread hate will one day face unbearable guilt and the collapse of their false power, and will suicide. When truth finally rises above propaganda, the world will see that division and hate were never faith or patriotism—but tools to blind us from justice, humanity, and the oneness of creation.

On a quiet evening in Zurich more than a century ago, a young Serbian physicist named Mileva Marić calculated side by side with her fellow student, Albert Einstein. Her name, like those of so many women who shaped modern science, is barely mentioned in schoolbooks. Erase a name, and you weaken the memory of what humanity can achieve. But truth is stubborn; it waits for patient readers to rediscover it. The same pattern repeats across cultures. In India today, Hindutva ideologues loudly claim that Muslim rule brought only darkness, that centuries of shared history were nothing but invasion and oppression. Yet the stones of Delhi’s observatories still record the calculations of Mughal astronomers; the arches of Fatehpur Sikri still whisper of architects who fused Persian precision with Indian artistry; the libraries of medieval Kerala still preserve Arabic treatises on medicine and navigation. You can rename streets, rewrite textbooks, and silence teachers—but you cannot unbuild the monu...

 പലപ്പോഴായി ഒറ്റപ്പെട്ടു പോകുന്നത്, ഇപ്പോൾ ഒരു നിത്യ സംഭവമായിരിക്കുവാണ്. എന്തെല്ലാം ചിന്തകളിൽ കൂടിയാണ്  അപ്പൊ മുന്നോട്ടു പോവേണ്ടത് എന്നത് ഒരു ഭ്രാന്തമായ ജീവിതം പോലെയാണ്. എന്നിരുന്നാലും, ഒരു താത്കാലിക സമയം കഴിഞ്ഞാൽ പിന്നെയും സാധാരണ നിലയിലേക്ക് കടന്നു വരും. ആ അവസ്ഥകളിൽ എപ്പോഴും ഒരു നല്ല സുഹൃത്തു ഉണ്ടാവണം എന്ന് തോന്നും, അത് പല തരം കാമനകളിലാണ് തട്ടി നിൽക്കുന്നത്. ഇത് മനുഷ്യർക്കെല്ലാം തോന്നാറുള്ള കാര്യമാണ്, പക്ഷെ നമ്മുടെ സാഹചര്യവും, കാരണങ്ങളും മറ്റൊരാൾക്കും ബോധ്യപ്പെടണമെന്നില്ല. അത്തരം സന്ദർഭങ്ങളിലാണ്, "കൂട്ട്" എന്നത് ചെറിയ സംഗതിയല്ല എന്ന് മനസ്സിലാവുന്നതും.  അങ്ങനെ മനസ്സ് പ്രക്ഷുബ്ധമാകുമ്പോൾ, ഹൃദയം ഒരു സുഹൃത്തിനെ  തിരയുന്നു. സോഷ്യൽ മീഡിയയിൽ പരീക്ഷണം നടത്തിയപ്പോൾ, അത് വളരെ മോശമായി അവസാനിച്ചു. സത്യത്തിൽ നമ്മളെ അടുത്തറിയുന്ന, നല്ല ബോധ്യപ്പെട്ട ഒരാൾക്കേ നമ്മളെ സ്വാന്തനിപ്പിക്കാനോ ഇത്തിരി സ്നേഹിക്കാനോ കഴിയൂ. അതിനാൽ അത്തരമൊരു അടുപ്പമില്ലെങ്കിൽ, അതെ, നമ്മൾ കുഴപ്പത്തിലാണ്! പക്ഷെ അത് താത്കാലികമാണ്, ആ പ്രശ്നത്തിൽ നിന്നും നമ്മൾ പെട്ടെന്ന് മറികടക്കേണ്ടതുണ്ട്. തളയ്ക്കപ്പെട്ടാൽ പിന്നെ ...

 Why does it feel like India lacks scientists and innovation? What real contributions are we making to the nation or the world? More importantly, why do we keep saying "we"?  As citizens, we are already contributing through taxes, efforts, and patience.  Our tax money is the capital for national development, and every citizen, regardless of income level, pays their share.  In a democratic country, we have every right to question the state of development in certain areas. So "we" are doing our first part, next the state, then again we need to revie and question. Yes, still the spine or the fourth pillar to be rational rather than propagandist. There should be decentralization of wealth to ensure fair social and economic progress. No one should be discriminated against, because everyone contributes, just in different proportions. But what do we often see instead? Emotional revenge, not civic sense. Religious vigilantism, not social responsibility. Blind devotion misus...

Disclaimer - My personal opinion on Hindi movie Hacker The movie Hacker sends an important message about the misuse of technology in today's internet-driven world. Everything is connected—our devices, our data, our lives—and this overdependence comes at a cost. With increasing surveillance and digital footprints, our organic way of life is slowly fading. While the core plot revolves around cyber hacking and its consequences, it’s rooted in emotional triggers—revenge, heartbreak, and human flaws. The movie shows how one act, driven by impulsive emotions, can spiral into something much bigger in the online world. In one turning point, the female lead gets upset when her celebrity partner, who is married, doesn’t show up on her birthday. In a drunken state, she ends up with a younger man—the hacker. The next morning, when her boyfriend appears, she realizes something has gone wrong. This moment—where emotional vulnerability meets impulsive decisions—sets off the revenge that follows, ...

Disclaimer: No way to stop telling the truths,and we all know, seriously witnessing the atrocities against a human population only because they are different in beliefs. So it may trigger your dead brain and connect to heart. I think, start with some videos. The path to harmony can be built if Hindus act decently, truthfully and follow their religion without intruded hindutwa anti humane elements. India, a land of immense diversity, has long been home to numerous communities, cultures, and faiths, coexisting for centuries. However, in recent years, the rise of divisive politics has threatened this delicate balance. At the forefront of this polarization is the Rashtriya Swayamsevak Sangh (rss), an organization rooted in an ideology that some believe has sown seeds of hatred, exclusion, and discord. In 2024, the influence of this ideology has reached its zenith, with politics, media, and wealth seemingly intertwined to perpetuate a narrative that divides rather than unites. The concern i...

വടക്കേ ഇന്ത്യയിലെ വായു മലിനീകരണവും രാഷ്ട്രീയ അവഗണനയും വടക്കേ ഇന്ത്യയിൽ വായു മലിനീകരണം അത്യന്തം ഗുരുതരമായ സ്ഥിതിയിലേക്ക് എത്തിച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു. എന്നാൽ, രാഷ്ട്രീയക്കാർക്ക് ഇതിനെക്കുറിച്ച് യാതൊരു ആകാംക്ഷയുമില്ല. ആദാനി ഗ്രൂപ്പും സാമ്പത്തിക കള്ളക്കളി നടത്തുന്നുവെന്ന് ആരോപണമുണ്ട്, എന്നാൽ നിലവിലെ ബിജെപി സർക്കാർ മുൻ സർക്കാർ കള്ളക്കളികളിൽ കുറ്റപ്പെടുത്തിക്കൊണ്ടാണ് അധികാരത്തിലേറിയത്, എന്നാൽ ഇപ്പോൾ യാതൊരു നടപടിയും എടുക്കുന്നില്ല. മതവിഭജനവും ന്യൂനപക്ഷങ്ങളോടുള്ള ക്രൂരതകളും ബിജെപി ഭരണത്തിൽ, മതവിഭജനവും ന്യൂനപക്ഷങ്ങളോടുള്ള ക്രൂരതകളും വർദ്ധിച്ചുവരുന്നു. ഹ്യൂമൻ റൈറ്റ്‌സ് വാച്ച് റിപ്പോർട്ടുകൾ പ്രകാരം, ബിജെപി ഭരണത്തിലുള്ള സംസ്ഥാനങ്ങളിൽ ന്യൂനപക്ഷങ്ങൾക്ക് നേരെയുള്ള ആക്രമണങ്ങൾ വർദ്ധിച്ചു.  ഉത്തർപ്രദേശ് പോലുള്ള സംസ്ഥാനങ്ങളിൽ മുസ്ലിംകളെ ലക്ഷ്യമിട്ടുള്ള ആക്രമണങ്ങൾ വർദ്ധിച്ചിരിക്കുകയാണ്. സാമ്പത്തിക പരിഷ്കാരങ്ങളുടെ പരാജയം നോട്ടുനിരോധനം: 2016-ൽ നടപ്പാക്കിയ നോട്ടുനിരോധനം രാജ്യത്തെ സാമ്പത്തികമായി തളർത്തി. ചെറിയ വ്യാപാരികളും സാധാരണ ജനങ്ങളും വലിയ ആഘാതം നേരിട്ടു. ജിഎസ്ടി നടപ്പാക്കൽ: ജിഎസ്ടി നടപ്പാക്കൽ വളരെ പ്രതിസന്ധി...

How historical narratives shape our perception, media's role in framing public understanding, and how empathy and awareness can counteract bias—are central to the works of scholars and activists like Noam Chomsky, Deepa Kumar, Arundhati Roy, and Jonathan Lyons in Lost History. Here’s a summary of how these writers address these ideas: Jonathan Lyons - Lost History: The Enduring Legacy of Muslim Scientists, Thinkers, and Artists Lost History reexamines the contributions of Islamic civilization to science, medicine, and the arts, especially during the medieval period. Lyons argues that Western histories have long minimized or ignored these achievements, fostering a biased view of Islamic civilization. By reclaiming this “lost history,” Lyons challenges readers to confront the selective nature of historical narratives that shape Western perspectives on Islam and the Muslim world. Lyons’ work highlights that a more balanced understanding of history can counteract misconceptions and ins...

 Life is one, and courage is now found in folk stories. The rare and frightening thing is standing with the truth. The happiest understanding of myself comes from any socially relevant content that no one dares to look at or like, as they fear losing sin and guilt or facing anarchy.  A world order where "we can't" and "we can" are ironically the same; imperialism or colonialism claims humanity in fiction but kills thousands in reality. My rationality and intellect allow me to read with human emotions and ethics that few experience, even in dreams or books. Without a deep study, a simple analysis can reveal truths, facts, and realities in this era overwhelmed by information.  The script executed professionally everywhere divides people into silos of silence, erasing the sense of empathy and compassion. Colonialists looted wealth, and then came the "commonwealth"—where there's nothing common about the wealth except the sweat and labor of poorer count...

 In today’s world, people are increasingly absorbed in social media, entertainment, and other pleasure-driven activities, often at the expense of pursuing a meaningful purpose. This trend isn’t merely coincidental; there is evidence suggesting that corporations and agencies may actively promote these distractions. Studies have shown that social media and gaming platforms are designed to stimulate dopamine—a neurotransmitter associated with pleasure and reward—in the brain. This instant gratification, while enjoyable, can create a cycle of dependency, leading to less critical thinking and reduced focus on long-term goals. By continuously engaging in these “dopamine traps,” individuals become more responsive to the immediate rewards provided by these platforms, which makes them easier to influence and control. Instead of fostering independent, rational thought, these activities often condition people to prioritize short-term satisfaction over meaningful pursuits. Over time, this coul...

As humanity races into the future, we find ourselves caught in an era of paradox—our economies grow while social harmony falters, technological progress surges forward even as unemployment rises, and advancements in health and education somehow end up inaccessible to many who need them the most. The stark reality is that the well-being of society has taken a back seat to profits, and our world seems increasingly indifferent to the moral and ethical values that should underpin a truly evolved and enlightened civilization.  A Cinematic Reflection of a Bleak Reality Many recent Indian films, such as Ganapath, Kalkki and Roopanthara, have painted a haunting vision of the future—a future in which water, clean air, and empathy itself are scarce commodities. These films mirror a world where nations hoard resources, leaders act out of self-interest, and the masses are left to fend for themselves in a grim landscape marked by cruelty and scarcity. Their fictional scenarios hold a disturbing...